'Chamkili'
Ch-19
Together
Water
boiled atop both the stoves and she bustled around the kitchen getting things
ready. She poured milk into one of the tumblers and opened the container for
coffee, inhaling the aroma before adding a spoon of it to another tumbler. She
then added some tea, followed by three spoons of sugar to the boiling milk and
water. She had taken off today; it wasn’t like KaLa would shut down if she
didn’t show-up one day. Her husband, however, didn’t have the same luxury; AR might
actually shut down if he wasn’t there. She had just turned the gas off, when
she heard his car stop in the premises. Oh nothing even remotely filmy was
going on here. He had called her a while back to inform that he was leaving
work and would be home soon, it was as simple as that.
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The
door opened to a deathly quiet living-room. Regardless of the difficulty that he was
having admitting this to even himself, he missed the days when he was
greeted by his women dancing to some ridiculously catchy bollywood number.
He
was still trying to remember the song when she hugged him from behind and then
took the bag from his hand.
“Why
don’t you head to the room and I’ll follow. The coffee is ready.”
He kissed her cheeks before doing exactly what she
had asked.
She
was thinking about the events of the day as she headed to her room. It had been
almost a week since her Jiji had received the medical reports and it was like
they were all stuck in some weird time-loop where nothing ever changed. Where
days flew by and yet time had stopped crawling.
Nani
was trying to be strong and yet the vulnerability and despair in her glassy
eyes gave her away. Dadi and Mami had also stuck to their routine of taunting
Payal at every opportunity they got. Anjali supported Payal and yet that hardly
helped. Anjali had been uncharacteristically phased and was seldom even in the
house, something that had not escaped Khushi’s notice.
Just
then she heard some sound coming from the kitchen and peeked in to find Payal
pouring a glass of water. Aakash ji must have come home. Probably now her Jiji
could shed a few tears in the privacy of her room, with Aakash ji right there
to hold her. She needed that.
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Her
eyes searched him the moment she entered their room. But then she
heard the shower running and busied herself with setting the
patio-furniture and the beverages beside the pool. She herself settled on one of
the chairs, quietly waiting for him. Soon he joined her there. A set of black
track-pants riding low on his hips and a wet towel around his neck comprised
his entire attire for the evening. She poured the coffee for him and tea for
herself and with that, they shared their day together.
She
told him about Payal and Nani and Mami and Dadi and Aakash and he patiently
listened, offering his own comments or asking a question every now-and-then. He
then talked about his day, about the meetings and projects and problems and she
chimed in between, with her own two bits, telling him about her own work issues
and the project she was working at and the client who hadn’t got back to them
yet and asking questions when she didn’t understand certain things. Their
conversations now rarely held the urgency of ill-fated lovers, stealing a
moment in time. Instead, now they seemed to have the composure, calm and
contentment of two souls who shared their lives together, and were pretty sure
they would for a very long time.
A bead of water trickled from his head to his
shoulder and was then lost in the towel. Tracing its path with her eyes, she couldn’t
hold back and got up, moving behind him. Taking the towel from his shoulder,
she started drying his hair herself, while the two constantly talked about
random stuff.
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She
was lying stiffly on her side of the bed, consciously trying to regulate her
breathing, to hold back her sobs that threatened to breakthrough any moment
now. She knew he wasn’t sleeping either and was hoping against hope that maybe
tonight he’d reach out to her… that maybe tonight he’d hold her in him arms and let her sob through the night… that maybe he’d cry with her and let her hold him
when he did so… And yet she knew her maybes would remain maybes… until the
point when she wouldn’t even be left with maybes… The man she had fallen in
love with all those months ago, was lost somewhere along the way…
Payal closed her eyes and promised
herself that she’d try harder tomorrow… try harder on giving-up…
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She
could hear the constant humm the AC and yet she felt warm… wrapped
up in his arms, the cold could no longer get to her. She thanked her Devi Maiya
in her heart. Snuggling in the nook of his neck, she wondered how long had it
been since she had had to talk to her Devi Maiya? Too long probably… and with a
content smile she fell in a deep slumber…
AN: Aren't we just super excited to see our favourite jodi again??? I have been screaming and smiling since last week when I first got to know of it... Dreams do come true :)
PS: Do let me know what you thought of this update.
Love
Srija
AN: Aren't we just super excited to see our favourite jodi again??? I have been screaming and smiling since last week when I first got to know of it... Dreams do come true :)
PS: Do let me know what you thought of this update.
Love
Srija